haisy... madah hati....

funny thing... madah, means eulogy, something u say to a dead person... this is going to my dying heart which is so bcoz i am feelin dead nw... results jus went out and i did bad dis sem.. i got well above the 2.5 line.. dammit... i didnt try hard enuff i guess... maybe i was playin quite a lot.. how sarcastic i feel rite now... my heart is beating and im breathing god's air but sumhow, i dun feel alive... hurm... kcewe dgn hidup... i noe life is cruel, suck it up... but it doesnt have to be this cruel... huuuu~ dah la... nak menyendiri wait for my princess to call so i feel better alone in my room......